excitement! bad or goOd? ... Part 1

hmm... i can say that these pass few days i've been confused by situation around me...
well, just say my friends...
it's been a reflection week for all of us...
arguments here and there...dislike and disspointment every where...
we can't really tell what was the trigger and when did it starts...
all we know is that, suddenly things get worse

hmmm...like i've said before...things really happened for God's reason...
we started to look into ourselves and ask where did we go wrong?
what did we do lately?
was it bad?
did it hurt other people?
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so on and on, until we reach to an end...it's time for us to talk and make things right
Why did i give title excitement, bad or good?
Well..in my case this semester I was more excited about God than last year..there are so many blessings i've experienced and i really want to share it with my closest new born Christian friends and non, of course...
Yet, my excitement mislead them and myself...
At one point, i didn't really show love when i deliver the messages...another point i love them too much that i don't wanna lose them and let them do stuff that i know it wont do them any good...

what i mean is that things that i've experienced in my past is now experienced by my friends and before they face the same consequences as i do, i prefer to be strick and firm...(r u people know what i mean?)

Well niweizz... This is what I've learn:
No matter how much you want your friend to get saved or to have a personal experience with God like you do, you just CAN'T do it with your own strength! I found that, it is true they are our closest friend and we love them... it's true that we need to tell them about the Truth and the Life... But we can't, we CAN'T rush them and make them understand what we understand... We can't be fully responsible of their personal relationship with God because it's between them and God...What we can do is never stop praying for them and encourage them. I also learn that i really really really need to control my emotion...

It was sad when i know this..Because they took me wrong...Now they are affraid with me... They said they don't understand me anymore...They say i was a different person...It really break my heart...And the funny thing is, they said I needed to change my face expression, which I really can't see how is my expression when i was talking...